
butterfly3
Student
- Apr 2, 2022
- 119
I really regret it. I dont know why but as soon as I woke up this morning, the first thought I had was paranoia that I'd get caught with it and be sent to jail or my family getting a hold of it and ingesting it or something, even though i know that it's unlikely that they'd decide to eat a random white powder and it's legal. It was so weird that that was my first thought.
I always told myself, even if I don't use it as soon as I get it, I still want to have it on me anyways, just in case I end up feeling the need to use it at a later point. I don't want be in the situation again where I need it but don't have it.
My exams are soon and I've already told myself that if I flunk them then I'm going to ctb. I guess I'll just have to reorder it at a later point. :(
I always told myself, even if I don't use it as soon as I get it, I still want to have it on me anyways, just in case I end up feeling the need to use it at a later point. I don't want be in the situation again where I need it but don't have it.
My exams are soon and I've already told myself that if I flunk them then I'm going to ctb. I guess I'll just have to reorder it at a later point. :(