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woh6

woh6

Student
May 13, 2023
188
Not really. I guess sometimes rediscovering old things I really enjoyed. Food in particular. For example, couplpe of years ago there was a noodle brand that I really liked eating, but the local supermarkets stopped selling it. A week ago I was buying presents for someone and I happened to come across that brand! It was such a pleasant surpise. I'm waiting for the right moment to eat it, not sure when, but am looking forward to that!
 
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Kittzuni

Pull u close & OD, I'll love u 'til I'm comatose.
May 7, 2023
64
Screenshot 20230518 122523 Gallery

This picture sums it all up.

My cat, my husband (I'm playing with him in that picture; username blurred), video games, discord (aka my best friends; on the left monitor) and animes (represented by the figures below my main monitor).

Edit: If I had to pick one thing I'd say my cat though. I scrolled through my phone looking for pictures and found this one which seemed to fit the topic.
 
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EmmaD

Specialist
Apr 11, 2023
356
Taking photos of my cat on a catnip high 😆

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Georg

Georg

Experienced
Feb 25, 2023
268
Chocolate and coffee
 
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blank_slab

blank_slab

Crazy crazed person
May 17, 2023
105
There isn't much anymore that makes me as happy as a normal person but one of few things that brings me joy is when i finally have the money to go and watch a musical run by another college or sometimes on rare occasions an off-Broadway musical my god i love the actors that are up there (sorry for typing a whole story here)
 
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dwindlingfirst

dwindlingfirst

Too worthless to live, too scared to die
Apr 24, 2023
85
Me: The only time I feel joy is when I overdose.

It has become an addiction.

I literally have absolutely no interest in life, or existing in this world at all.
Dreaming, escaping reality. Or this girl I really like, she's different than any girl I've ever been interested in and she genuinely makes me happy
 
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Ashu

Ashu

novelist, sanskritist, Canadian living in India
Nov 13, 2021
767
Well... in this respect, at least, I'm a normal man.
 
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Escapee

Student
Jan 14, 2023
163
The hope of afterlife in heaven with all its blessings.
 
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ringo99

ringo99

Arcanist
Apr 18, 2023
484
Video games. I used to enjoy music but now even listening to it peripherally irritates me and I don't know why.
 
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hikki

hikki

Member
Mar 21, 2023
9
The people I love the most being happy, even if they don't love me as I do
 
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LigottiSchopenhauer

LigottiSchopenhauer

Student
Jan 7, 2023
133
Wild Turkey, 101 proof whiskey. My drink of choice.
 
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EndJstifiesTheMeans

EndJstifiesTheMeans

Bad english, didn't go to school sorry
May 14, 2023
447
Only my crush can bring me joy, but she dont want to see me anymore
 
Grimscribe

Grimscribe

In Defense of Non-Existence
May 16, 2023
48
Videogames, but sometimes not even that.
 
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roseleaf

freedom is a dream that is just out of reach
Apr 25, 2023
233
when i'm in my room with all the lights off except for this one silicone lamp i have with a bunch of blankets surrounding me is very comfortable and makes me very happy. but usually i feel overwhelmed from everything touching me after a few minutes so it's kind of useless
 
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animetal

animetal

a confession, a cadaver
May 8, 2023
81
Music and I really love my best friend and my cousin
 
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charlotte_

charlotte_

Arcanist
Mar 12, 2023
435
My cat, videogames and my best friend. The comfort is temporary but it's there I guess.
 
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murmur

murmur

cage
Dec 11, 2022
133
finding a replay worthy song,
sometimes music is really the only thing i can stand to be stimulated by, being a retardedly restless being, looking at a screen or laying down would just agitate me further when i get in these moods, when nothing can distract me from feeling the futility of each moment, usually at that point i put on some headphones and literally walk away, which is essentially me taking a walk
 
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Nights

Nights

Student
Apr 27, 2023
164
Being alone just with myself at night when everyone is asleep and there's just me with myself
 
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Dawns

Dawns

Student
Apr 5, 2023
110
i could name a lot of things that bring me joy. but sadly those don't outweigh the negatives and disappointment of life.
 
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Alltheywanted

Alltheywanted

Nobody knows what I see
Mar 6, 2023
330
Meetings with my therapist. It feels like she's the best thing that happened in my life. When i decide to CTB I'm gonna for sure leave her a note.
 
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BGooG

Member
Aug 26, 2022
88
My daughter, and playing the piano. I'm a classical and jazz pianist, and playing the piano is still rewarding.
 
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hopeless87

Member
Mar 17, 2023
13
I can't name one thing
 
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DeadPool360

DeadPool360

My everyday is nothing but a video on repeat
May 4, 2023
37
my friend
the only thing that brings me happiness
I don't know what things I would have done if i didn't have him
actually i know
i would be dead
 
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downndone2

Living in misery
Jan 23, 2022
1,270
I wouldn't say anyone or thing brings me avtual joy
 
VioletNight

VioletNight

Student
Jan 24, 2023
113
Playing video games and listening to/making music.
 
Arachno

Arachno

oh no :(
Apr 10, 2023
259
cloudy and rainy weather, video games, movies/TV shows, music and reading wikipedia articles
 
thrutrekfinaly

thrutrekfinaly

Member
May 4, 2023
44
Planning my funeral party has been strangely relaxing and uplifting. Like a goal, even though I won't be there to see it, I'll be setting stuff up before I go. Like buying a custom cake, treats, messages to be handed out, music to be playing.
 
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