I genuinely looked through the megathread, one of the main reasons I'm wanting to CBT is because of my health conditions. I'm going blind, my liver is failing, I'm a heart attack risk, I have constant seizures and the medication side effects are miserable, and I can't live with the amount of abuse I've got in my entire life anymore. I struggle with learning disabilities as well and reading through the entire Mega thread was really difficult for me.
1) what kind of tent do I use? I have some extra funds right now To get whatever material I need.
2) I know nothing about charcoal, and I'm afraid of lighting it in a tent and starting a fire. I live in an area where there is a high fire danger often. Obviously, I would not want to cause a fire by doing this.
I'm desperate, I've been wanting to CTB for a long time, but now that my health is getting worse I have a full-blown neurological condition completely out of my control, my quality of life is excruciating, I'm now losing my house, I lost a child, and this world in this world is awful And I will likely lose my health insurance, with no chance of being able to even improve my quality of life at all andmy health will not get better. I'm not gonna fight anymore.
If anyone can give me very simple instructions for the tent and charcoal method like I'm five, Or show me to a thread that has a very easy breakdown, I'd appreciate it. My brain is so exhausted and I'm losing my vision so it's really hard to read.
1) what kind of tent do I use? I have some extra funds right now To get whatever material I need.
2) I know nothing about charcoal, and I'm afraid of lighting it in a tent and starting a fire. I live in an area where there is a high fire danger often. Obviously, I would not want to cause a fire by doing this.
I'm desperate, I've been wanting to CTB for a long time, but now that my health is getting worse I have a full-blown neurological condition completely out of my control, my quality of life is excruciating, I'm now losing my house, I lost a child, and this world in this world is awful And I will likely lose my health insurance, with no chance of being able to even improve my quality of life at all andmy health will not get better. I'm not gonna fight anymore.
If anyone can give me very simple instructions for the tent and charcoal method like I'm five, Or show me to a thread that has a very easy breakdown, I'd appreciate it. My brain is so exhausted and I'm losing my vision so it's really hard to read.
