Can I travel to Mexico to buy N?

[madiroze]

Hi,

Since my relationship ended this year with the only man I have ever loved and whose baby I had to abort because I can barely take care of myself not least another human being, I have reached the end of my Earthly tether and tenure. I am so over this place.

My goal was to procure N from D but as we know, he's done a runner. So I was wondering if I could travel to Mexico to obtain N from a veterinary clinic and then top myself in a hotel room or disappear into a remote forest with a small backpack.

Does anyone know where I can find the contacts to directly obtain N in Mexico?

I am not afraid of dying as I do not believe in this heaven/hell bullshit. I believe we return to the state of being, that is non-being, before we were born and the act of dying is falling into a deep sleep from which you never wake up. I've also made peace with my own nothingness, i.e. the loss of ego.

Please DM me if you can help with my search.

 

[Hollowillow]

I admire your resolve & would like to die in the woods too. I wish I could travel. I wish I worked at a vet clinic. Why is it easier in mexico? I wish I could travel. I wish we could do a N party

 

[madiroze]

I admire your resolve & would like to die in the woods too. I wish I could travel. I wish I worked at a vet clinic. Why is it easier in mexico? I wish I could travel. I wish we could do a N party

Hi, thanks for your reply.

The appeal of a forest stems from a David Attenborough documentary I watched about salmon returning to the same river to die from where they were first spawned. I love this idea of completing my own life cycle on my terms. I also feel I've taken from nature my entire life and the ways in which She has sustained me by providing nourishment, water and air to breathe so I hope as a tribute in death I can return the many favours she has bestowed upon my insignificant life. I revel in the idea of providing nourishment to insects, animals and ultimately, to the soil. At least for once I will not be the parasite but the provider and as I slip into deep unconsciousness, I will think of myself as a beautiful glistening salmon drifting slowly in the sunlit shallow waters of all eternity.

 

[Hollowillow]

Hi, thanks for your reply.

The appeal of a forest stems from a David Attenborough documentary I watched about salmon returning to the same river to die from where they were first spawned. I love this idea of completing my own life cycle on my terms. I also feel I've taken from nature my entire life and the ways in which She has sustained me by providing nourishment, water and air to breathe so I hope as a tribute in death I can return the many favours she has bestowed upon my insignificant life. I revel in the idea of providing nourishment to insects, animals and ultimately, to the soil. At least for once I will not be the parasite but the provider and as I slip into deep unconsciousness, I will think of myself as a beautiful glistening salmon drifting slowly in the sunlit shallow waters of all eternity.

Oh wow me too! I never tought of the salmon and it's very poetic. I wanted to return to the earth. Not be trapped in a box or burned into pollution. To be back in the cycle of life as something more useful & noble than a human. Like a wolf or a earth worm.

 

[madiroze]

Oh wow me too! I never tought of the salmon and it's very poetic. I wanted to return to the earth. Not be trapped in a box or burned into pollution. To be back in the cycle of life as something more useful & noble than a human. Like a wolf or a earth worm.

A box is the ego clinging to the hope of eternal preservation, denying nature access to the human body. It's absurd! I'm all for a worm banquet.

 

[theboy]

In any country in the world (with few exceptions) it is illegal to buy N. You would have to be able to convince any veterinarian or bribe him to give it to you or even administer it himself. It is almost impossible but I guess asking is no problem....

 

[StrawberryCane]

PPH does have success stories of buying in Mexico. Generally, bribes are quite normalized. If they ask for a prescription, you simply hand over cash and ask if that will work.

 

[locked*n*loaded]

Yes, you can travel to Mexico and buy some N. Pleeeeeease travel to Mexico and buy some N. Bring me a couple bottles, too, and I'll pay for yours, as well. Can't beat that deal, huh?

 

[madiroze]

Yes, you can travel to Mexico and buy some N. Pleeeeeease travel to Mexico and buy some N. Bring me a couple bottles, too, and I'll pay for yours, as well. Can't beat that deal, huh?

Unfortunately I will not be bringing N back to my home country as I intend to CTB over there.

As for your tempting offer, you are welcome to contact me. I have included my email in the OP.

In any country in the world (with few exceptions) it is illegal to buy N. You would have to be able to convince any veterinarian or bribe him to give it to you or even administer it himself. It is almost impossible but I guess asking is no problem....

Certainly not impossible. If necessary, I have the funds to offer a hefty bribe.

 

[wljourney]

You are probably going to be more successful if you try to buy Fentanyl in the next bigger city of your home country.

N is currently difficult to buy - even for veterinarians (global shortage).
You would need to speak Spanish really well.
Maybe Peru or some of the other countries described in the PPeH. But all those are experience reports from a few years ago. Things have changed (definitely in Mexico) and it's not that easy to obtain anymore.

I would also suggest not to post personal emails in a public forum... too many scammers watching the threads.
Good luck.

 

[madiroze]

How do I remove my email address from my OP?

 

[nomoretotake]

You are probably going to be more successful if you try to buy Fentanyl in the next bigger city of your home country.

N is currently difficult to buy - even for veterinarians (global shortage).
You would need to speak Spanish really well.
Maybe Peru or some of the other countries described in the PPeH. But all those are experience reports from a few years ago. Things have changed (definitely in Mexico) and it's not that easy to obtain anymore.

I would also suggest not to post personal emails in a public forum... too many scammers watching the threads.
Good luck.

Very helpful suggestion. Literally easier. I'm researching if it causes pain while going due to cardiac arrest being possible.

 

[Lost Magic]

tbh, you are probably better off with the second best alternative, that being Sodium Nitrite.