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AshesofSadness

AshesofSadness

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Oct 11, 2023
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only 9, almost 10 days clean and I cant fucking stand the lack of red on my legs it makes me feel so bad I miss when they were fresh so much but at the same time ik i shouldnt so im just stuck in this state of wanting to but not wanting to because i shouldnt an ugh i just wanna scream idk what to do anymore
 
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wait.what

wait.what

no really, what?
Aug 14, 2020
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I gather you're talking about self harm? My addiction is alcohol instead, but I'm very familiar with early abstinence and how much it sucks. I can't make this decision for you, but I can appreciate how difficult it is to get through the first 10 days off of anything.
 
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AshesofSadness

AshesofSadness

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Oct 11, 2023
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I gather you're talking about self harm? My addiction is alcohol instead, but I'm very familiar with early abstinence and how much it sucks. I can't make this decision for you, but I can appreciate how difficult it is to get through the first 10 days off of anything.
yeah sorry i forgot to say that part lmaoof
 
puella

puella

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Oct 5, 2023
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I'm here for you if I can do anything to help or just make the time pass quicker. đź’™
 
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