Venting Can i just relapse already

[AshesofSadness]

only 9, almost 10 days clean and I cant fucking stand the lack of red on my legs it makes me feel so bad I miss when they were fresh so much but at the same time ik i shouldnt so im just stuck in this state of wanting to but not wanting to because i shouldnt an ugh i just wanna scream idk what to do anymore

 

[wait.what]

I gather you're talking about self harm? My addiction is alcohol instead, but I'm very familiar with early abstinence and how much it sucks. I can't make this decision for you, but I can appreciate how difficult it is to get through the first 10 days off of anything.

 

[AshesofSadness]

I gather you're talking about self harm? My addiction is alcohol instead, but I'm very familiar with early abstinence and how much it sucks. I can't make this decision for you, but I can appreciate how difficult it is to get through the first 10 days off of anything.

yeah sorry i forgot to say that part lmaoof

 

[puella]

I'm here for you if I can do anything to help or just make the time pass quicker.