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Waiting for death

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If I put two tablespoons of SN in 400ml of water, am I be able to ctb? My preferred time is bedtime when everybody is sleeping. How long am I be suffering the side effects before I really die?
 
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400ml is way too much water. 2 tablespoons is roughly somewhere around 25g so that's probably fine (you're better off getting a small kitchen scale and measuring though). You want to dilute it in 50ml water and dissolve it completely, adding in a little water at a time but definitely not going above 100ml. You want as little water in your system as possible to help aid in absorption as well as leaving less in your stomach to vomit. I strongly recommend that you read guides on this forum and do a bit more research to properly prepare. Deviating from protocol is what leads to failure.
 
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i dont know how much grams two tablespoons of SN will be but the guide suggests to make it by dissolving 25g of SN in 50ml of water. you can (and should) make around 2-3 doses like this in case you vomit.

also someone correct me if im wrong, if the guide suggests 25g in 50ml, then according to OP's question, they should use 200g of SN in 400ml of water.
 
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40m I hear or it depends perhaps 20m? Just how much your body is able to really endure. I don't know if the grams matter, but it is a great measurement to still ctb
 
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400ml is way too much water. 2 tablespoons is roughly somewhere around 25g so that's probably fine (you're better off getting a small kitchen scale and measuring though). You want to dilute it in 50ml water and dissolve it completely, adding in a little water at a time but definitely not going above 100ml. You want as little water in your system as possible to help aid in absorption as well as leaving less in your stomach to vomit.
oh nevermind i thought the concentration of the solution should have been that. it seems that there should be net total of 25g of sn
 
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i dont know how much grams two tablespoons of SN will be but the guide suggests to make it by dissolving 25g of SN in 50ml of water. you can (and should) make around 2-3 doses like this in case you vomit.

also someone correct me if im wrong, if the guide suggests 25g in 50ml, then according to OP's question, they should use 200g of SN in 400ml of water.
Never mind… I read the conversion differently, it'd be factually 2 tablespoons ignore me
 
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They used 2 tablespoons which is only 4 grams of SN, and it's not a lot either.

Never mind… I read the conversion differently, it'd be factually 2 tablespoons ignore me
1 tablespoon is about 14 grams but it's not an exact conversion since it can vary based on density. It's better to just use a scale
 
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idelttoilfsadness21

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what is 40m or 20m sorry im dumb


what? two tablespoons surely should be more than 4 grams
I edited my comment, look once more! And I forgot the measurements 😭😭 (and it said something else somewhere else)
what is 40m or 20m sorry im dumb


what? two tablespoons surely should be more than 4 grams
20m-50m is about a size of a dose of a small syringe and the size of a small syringe
 
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I edited my comment, look once more! And I forgot the measurements 😭😭 (and it said something else somewhere else)

20m-50m is about a size of a dose of a small syringe and the size of a small syringe
nah dw it happens to the best of us (:
 
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