Hello Stan,
The truth is that I seldom comment on these threads because I never know what to say. Even now, I don't think that what I write down here will ever be enough to fully convey my gratitude. Language can only give an approximation of our feelings and experiences, but however imperfect our words may be, sometimes they are all we have. Although we've never interacted personally, it was clear to me that your words have left an indelible mark on those who were fortunate enough to have read them. Perhaps that was why you seemed to be so careful in choosing them, because you knew what impact they could have. The choice you made could not have been an easy one...or maybe it was, - only you knew for certain - but I doubt that it was one that was made without pain. I hope that I am not being presumptuous in saying so, but I think that I am beginning to understand one of the facets of your anguish and sometimes I wish that I knew what you would say. Regardless, we'll do our best to figure things out and to be compassionate with one another.
Your words were appreciated Stan. You are still very much appreciated, both here and in the life that you left behind. I hope that you were able to find what you deserve and that your loved ones find solace in your memory. You've worked very hard and it was a job well done.
Thank you so much for taking the time to share with us the "ramblings of an old man".
Rest well!
PS: I will do my part to pester support Jean ♡ It's not her time just yet!