I know... I know.. I needed to take a night off and sleep as best as I could before I collapsed. I am so sorry I wasn't here the second I woke up, but I missed so many posts.
Imissed a lot of people and you remain busy.
I won't feel guilty about not being there. I know you were there, and you are more important than little ol me.
It is the first weekend of 2020. I am still here. Keeping my promise to you and continuing to think about you every second of every day.
You keep leading the way and showing me what to do... and remember. Keep your patience with me because I am a slow learner as you know.
It doesn't appear it will happen, but how about you take a weekend off so I can?
I miss you so much. No. It isn't getting easier as time goes by. In a way, it is worse because I am going through all these things without he here to take care of me or give me advice. But I am still here.