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GreatCoal123

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I understand that abbreviations like CTB, SN, and N refer to methods of suicide, but it's a bit difficult to grasp their meanings since translation tools don't translate them well.

Could you please provide a link to a post that organizes commonly used abbreviations, or alternatively, could you explain them in your response?

Thank you for reading.
 
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ohimeneva

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I think that CTB is Ceasing To Be and SN is sodium nitrite.
Could N be Nitrous Oxide? Not sure.
 
NegevChina

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Hi, you could read this post and find what you need:
 
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Hi, you could read this post and find what you need:
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psp3000

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some people sometimes (all the time) accidentally type CBT instead of CTB and it still means the same as people mentioned above (catching the bus)
 
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I still feel like there is so much more to learn. Thank you to everyone who responded!
 
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I still feel like there is so much more to learn. Thank you to everyone who responded!
ooo I like your profile picture a lot, is that a blueberry muffin?
 
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I think that CTB is Ceasing To Be and SN is sodium nitrite.
Could N be Nitrous Oxide? Not sure.
CTB is Catching The Bus. N is Nembutal.
I understand that abbreviations like CTB, SN, and N refer to methods of suicide, but it's a bit difficult to grasp their meanings since translation tools don't translate them well.

Could you please provide a link to a post that organizes commonly used abbreviations, or alternatively, could you explain them in your response?

Thank you for reading.

Abbreviations and Acronyms used here

N stands for Nembutal.
PPH or PePH or any variation is peaceful pill handbook.
SN stands for sodium nitrite. It's an inorganic salt.
CTB means catch the bus, which means 'to take one's life'.
Exit is short for Exit International.
SS is short for Sanctioned Suicide.
OT is short for Off Topic.
OP is for for original post.
SI is used in mental health services for 'Suicidal Ideation' but is often referred to on SS as 'Survival Instinct'

What is the PPH

Quoted directly from https://www.peacefulpillhandbook.com

The ONLINE (AND PRINT) Peaceful Pill Handbook is series a of books to provide research and information on voluntary euthanasia and assisted suicide for the elderly, those who are seriously ill & their family/ friends.

The books provide practical information about end of life strategies such as over-the-counter and prescription drugs, gases and poisons as well as options available for foreigners in Switzerland where assisted suicide and voluntary euthanasia are allowed under certain circumstances. Each approach is rated according to its peacefulness and reliability. A full legal analysis of each approach is provided giving an important insight into the laws surrounding assisted suicide and voluntary euthanasia.
 
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