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morbidinsanityy

morbidinsanityy

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Mar 12, 2026
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i currently have 5 20mg adderall pills within reach and im wondering if i could use it to ctb? would it be enough or do i need more?
 
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May 21, 2023
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need2exit

need2exit

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Mar 23, 2026
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i currently have 5 20mg adderall pills within reach and im wondering if i could use it to ctb? would it be enough or do i need more?
That wont kill you, but you will get seratonin syndrome, which is NOT fun, i took a shit ton while drunk and with expired opioids, that didnt kill me, it made me have heart palputations for days and i couldnt sleep, not worth it
 
An Empty Soul

An Empty Soul

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Apr 2, 2026
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i currently have 5 20mg adderall pills within reach and im wondering if i could use it to ctb? would it be enough or do i need more?
Please stop and listen to me. I know you're in immense pain right now and you want it all to end, but that's not what you're looking for. The method you're asking about is never a peaceful end; on the contrary, it will inflict terrible, irreversible, and very painful damage to your body, heart, and mind. This isn't liberation, it's just physical torture.

Whatever brought you to this point, I'm ready to talk about it all. But first, get those pills away from yourself. Right now, your mind is only showing you one door, but that door doesn't lead where you think it does. Please, just for tonight, just for now, stop.
 
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derpyderpins

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good rule is that pretty much any pill you can get through a doctor *or OTC will only make things worse but keep you alive if you take too many, no matter how many.
 

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