They call us crazy when we figure out what's really going on and if we figure it out "too early", then we're not only called crazy, but we're also called many other things on top of that for years and years which grinds on you more and more. You're told to conform, but if you can't, then tough shit because everyone will bully and criticize because you're that much different and it's obvious to the onlookers as they will see you as different and thus treat you as such. They don't seem to care about you, me, the other girl, the other guy, the other genders next door, or whatever. They only care about themselves at the end of the day and it's all just a performance by the time the dust settles.