Method Caliber

[blitzk]

They when you shoot yourself in the brain stem you die, do you feel the bullet or just feel a pain before you get shot? or is it just instant. (Using a .45 for my CTB attempt 7 days from now and i'm afraid of pain so i want it quick) Since i'm fucking tempted, everyday is empty, screams and being yelled at. Sometimes I just wonder if I just shoot others but I don't want to. I prefer just shooting myself. Or are there any other quick substitute methods? if say I loose access to the firearm? (I have strong enough rope just don't know where to do it.)

 

[mortuarymary]

Need to find out from people who have not died. There are a few that were unsuccessful. There a guy on you tube. Check it out.
pleaae don't shoot others. Don't take anyone down with you. This is your life, not theirs.