bye

[S u i c i d e]

I'm going to kill myself on July 10th.
Actually, I wanted to wait until September 9th but it can't wait any longer I have to do this.
I just don't want to feel anything or be hurt.
Today I lost a very important person in my life so I'm leaving.
On Monday, I'm going to take 500 sleeping pills and cut the veins in both arms with a razor blade.
I have chosen these methods for myself and no one can stop me from doing so.
I'm sorry.

 

[wristcutangel]

cutting is unreliable and unnecessarily painful, i can't change your mind but please do avoid being reckless. especially if you just lost someone only today, you may be more impulsive.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

I'm sorry that life brought you to this point. Impulsive decisions are never a good idea to CTB. Your chosen method is not only very painful it also has a low success rate but anyway it's up to you. I hope you can find peace!

 

[Sweet Tart]

I'm sorry you are in so much pain and that you lost someone important to you. You are welcome to vent if you need to.

 

[deomlez]

Enjoy these 2 days left as you may feel light now your decision is taken. Have a good trip.

 

[Aergia]

Please look for a better method. You don't deserve for your last moments to be filled with pain, and cutting has a low success rate. I don't know what sleeping pills you've got but I imagine they're possibly not strong enough for this, especially if they're OTC. But I wish you peace, OP, and like others have said, you're welcome to vent here.

 

[FuneralCry]

That method doesn't really sound reliable to me but of course it's up to the individual deciding what to attempt, I wish you the best and I hope you eventually find the freedom you search for from all the suffering, existence is just too cruel.

 

[Crono]

Cutting doesn't work, a person can even have their entire arm cut off with a machete and have a good chance of surviving.

 

[suicidalloser]

i wish you freedom from all pain no matter the size.

 

[Victim.Of.Life]

Im a dumbass when it comes to ODing on pills.
But how much pills can someone possibly swallow without vomiting?
500 Sounds like a lot.

Anyway, I wish you the best. Whatever path you choose to take, I hope you succeed.

 

[SVEN]

Best wishes for your best result.

 

[MrDarkness]

I hope you find peace

 

[locked*n*loaded]

I agree with the others that your method is not the best way by any means, as ODing and cutting are by no means a sure thing. But I respect the decision you've made for yourself, and hope all goes as planned for you. I wish for you the peace you deserve.

 

[Stormy Raine]

This post bring me to tears and I personally understand how it feels when life brings you to this point! I won't tell you don't do it, but I am here for you until you decide to transition. These last days should be your best days as you will be leaving soon. Please feel free to share whatever you want with us, we all are here and empathize with you. Your method is your method, either it will work or it won't, who knows? Whatever you decide I truly wish you the best my friend!

 

[Elle]

Are you still here, ml?

 

[Unattainable666]

Are you still here, ml?

I was wondering the same thing. How sad.

 

[Eternal🌈Rainbow]

I'm so sorry. I hope wherever you are, you're in peace and free from all pain

 

[Elle]

I was wondering the same thing. How sad.

 

[Jule_from_Germany]

Are you still with us? We wrote for a while but I haven't heard from you again

 

[S u i c i d e]

I'm still here but only until August or September.

 

[deomlez]

We are here to help you cope with this additionnal time.

 

[TheDyingSolarSystem]

I'm going to kill myself on July 10th.
Actually, I wanted to wait until September 9th but it can't wait any longer I have to do this.
I just don't want to feel anything or be hurt.
Today I lost a very important person in my life so I'm leaving.
On Monday, I'm going to take 500 sleeping pills and cut the veins in both arms with a razor blade.
I have chosen these methods for myself and no one can stop me from doing so.
I'm sorry.

I wish you a safe and peaceful transition to the afterlife, I hope it went well.