bye thread

[bad luck]

Well friends, today is the day. I've waited too long. Fighting chronic depression and the circumstances of my life, is something that threw me to the canvas. I hope my life ends today so I can rest in peace.

My regimen is as follows:

-9:30 I had a coffee. For my SN intake, I will have fasted 7 hours.
-15:30 I will take 3 pills of alprazolam (3x1mg), 2 pills of diazepam (2x5mg); I will take two pills of nolotil 575mgx2.
-16:00 2 pills of omeprazole (2x20mg)
-16:30 2 atenolol pills (2x50 mg)
-17:00 I will drink 25 gr of SN in 50ml of water. I'll have a second backup glass.

Unfortunately I have no antiemetic. I hope it worked like others that were without ae.

This is my last publication, in the hypothetical case that it survives, I will report it. I hope he dies.

There are some people in the forum who can report on my obituary.

I will not answer questions, sorry. Once this message is published I will close session and I will delete history and reset.

I would like to thank you all. Especially the moderators who support this site. To my friend @art, for her love and understanding; to @icetea15, @clown for our conversations, @A Hole for her threads; to @paulstrong (200ml of vodka in 13 seconds xD) @Silvermorning for chatting nicely with me, as well as @narval, @killedbypsychiatry, @Joarga,@GenesAndEnvironment, @Death Meat, @CallOfTheVoid112, @amarillo,@simones,@Orlando, @ansiedad,@isisnefert,@Dizzy_Dreams, and others that I can't remember now (Sorry)

A hug to all.

Emilio.

 

[MatthewV3]

Have a peacefull journey. Good luck.

 

[narval]

Vaya, siempre es una pena que alguien se vaya, a pesar de estar aquí. Espero que sea tranquilo. Te deseo lo mejor.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'm sorry that it has come to this point for you. I hope you find relief from suffering in whatever happens.

 

[surface2007]

Emilio... it's something to the heart to see the real name and not a nickname, it's a beautiful name. Sad that you come to this point I love the painting you put on to illustrate your post. If you change your mind, know that everyone on the forum will be there for you too. Good-bye.

 

[Lost Magic]

You are a great soul, Emilio. I hope you find your peace away from this cruel world of suffering. I hope to join you soon. Fly high my friend!

 

[DerTod]

Wherever you go may you find peace!

 

[Achlys]

Sad to see life has brought you here. I hope your journey, wherever it takes you, will be peaceful.

 

[Dead Meat]

Sorry to see you go Emillio I wish you a very comfortable and pleasant journey and may you have never-ending peace and tranquility

 

[°Celsuis_Caesar]

Have a peaceful exit, Mr. Emilio

 

[Journeytoletgo]

I hope you find the peace desired

 

[Seafoam]

Godspeed.

 

[locked*n*loaded]

I'm sorry it has come to this for you. I hope you find your better place that you have longed for.

 

[eremie]

goodbye, emilio <3
i'm sorry things worked out like this for you. i hope that you are able to find peace.

 

[eLdus]

Farewell Emilio friend, have a peaceful journey.

 

[Niirvana]

Emilio, que triste me pone leer esto, pero te entiendo, sé lo que es la depresión. Te deseo el mejor viaje, te veré del otro lado

 

[waitingforrest]

Goodbye and peaceful dreams Emilio. What a pretty painting it is.

 

[NearlyIrrelevantCake]

Goodbye and Godspeed.

 

[Shu]

RIP

 

[ayb]

We only talked briefly back in 2021 and I just found out that you've passed on. Rest in eternal peace Emilio.

 

[triplesec3]

Rest in peace my good friend. Hoping to meet you soon in the afterlife.

 

[outrider567]

A shame--777 messages and he had enough--He was taking 8 different medications--R.I.P.

 

[murakamicats]

Good luck.