Help Buying a firearm without a car?

[banger12]

So my suicide has been delayed to April or May roughly because I need to resolve some things (mainly pay off a debt) before I go. But I do know my plan involves a firearm. I can't buy it until the debt is paid but I'd like to plan ahead.

However, I don't drive. I don't know how and don't have a license. I live with family and idk anybody who can give me a ride. At this point everybody I know are people I know through them and I think my parents would realize what's up so I'll be trying to buy it behind their back. Is there any work around for this?

Also, if this detail matters, I live in a deep blue state with tons of gun control policies in place.

 

[L'absent]

There is no public transport? Are you sure you can get what you need easily?

 

[banger12]

There is no public transport? Are you sure you can get what you need easily?

The problem is transportation. The FFL I'm needing to go to is in the neighboring town public transport likely won't get me there anyway but even if it will I can't take a gun onto public transport.