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xxxbmw

Student
Apr 19, 2022
111
I would like to ask if anyone knows how much car gasoline I need to ctb. In litres. I I hope someone can answer that. I'm gonna do it anyways I don't care if you tell me that's a horrible way to die. So if sour readi g this and hesitant because it sounds horrible I'll do it with what I think is sufficient. It would be better to get an answer better than ending up suffering from a disability. I'm low on money and can't afford to die peacefully reliably or even to live.
 
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BradGuy123

Experienced
Jul 6, 2025
224
I'm sorry to do this because you seem to indicate that you don't want this kind of reply. But this will be a horrible, miserable, painful way to go. If you did it, I think you would regret it as soon as you did it. I have no idea what the answer to your question is. I hate that you're going through a hard time financially.
 
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xxxbmw

Student
Apr 19, 2022
111
I'm sorry to do this because you seem to indicate that you don't want this kind of reply. But this will be a horrible, miserable, painful way to go. If you did it, I think you would regret it as soon as you did it. I have no idea what the answer to your question is. I hate that you're going through a hard time financially.
Only thing I would regret is not having money for a better ( guaranteed) suicide method.
 
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DeathSweetDeath

Wizard
Nov 12, 2025
630
This is not the method for someone who doesn't want to risk failing & having to continue to live after their life has been made far worse.
You could wait until you have more to spend. Or you could choose a method that's both reliable and free.
 
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xxxbmw

Student
Apr 19, 2022
111
This is not the method for someone who doesn't want to risk failing & having to continue to live after their life has been made far worse.
You could wait until you have more to spend. Or you could choose a method that's both reliable and free.
Can you explain why it's not reliable please. And also what is reliable and free would really appreciate it
 
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arrythmia

Member
Jan 27, 2026
16
It's very tricky, you Survival instincts would kick immediately even before feeling the burn and it would very unpredictable, and there is chance attracting people or ending up disable and disfigured.
Also, i don't think any can give you a specific amount of gasoline to use.
Best of luck in whatever your choice is.
 
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hellstar_paradox

they/them
Feb 18, 2026
9
Can you explain why it's not reliable please. And also what is reliable and free would really appreciate it
I mean I'm not an expert but I'd imagine there's a chance the fire could end up being put out before it takes your life, either by your body naturally trying to put it out or others putting it out. In that case you'd be left with a lot of burns and probably end up more miserable and disabled than whatever's going on with your current situation.
Also I can't help but wonder why you're choosing this method specifically, most people that want to ctb look for the most painless way possible, so choose probably one of the most painful ways to ctb out there? Are you trying to send a message or...?
 
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xxxbmw

Student
Apr 19, 2022
111
I mean I'm not an expert but I'd imagine there's a chance the fire could end up being put out before it takes your life, either by your body naturally trying to put it out or others putting it out. In that case you'd be left with a lot of burns and probably end up more miserable and disabled than whatever's going on with your current situation.
Also I can't help but wonder why you're choosing this method specifically, most people that want to ctb look for the most painless way possible, so choose probably one of the most painful ways to ctb out there? Are you trying to send a message or...?
Well stabbing is not expensive but success rate is low. Anything Injested is not garaunteed. I can't think of anything inexpensive
 
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hellstar_paradox

they/them
Feb 18, 2026
9
Well stabbing is not expensive but success rate is low. Anything Injested is not garaunteed. I can't think of anything inexpensive
True even if it has a higher success rate the consequences are MUCH worse if it ends up failing than other methods
 
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aufrechtm7

Getting through my filler arc
Feb 14, 2026
47
Well stabbing is not expensive but success rate is low. Anything Injested is not garaunteed. I can't think of anything inexpensive
Self immolation isn't guaranteed either though tbf, and you can be suffering for much longer than you probably realize. I won't advocate for the death of others for my own sake, but why did you land on lighting yourself on fire compared to say hanging or even ingesting something else?
 
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DeathSweetDeath

Wizard
Nov 12, 2025
630
Well stabbing is not expensive but success rate is low. Anything Injested is not garaunteed. I can't think of anything inexpensive
If you think about it a bit more, it may come to you.
 
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oneeyed

Arcanist
Oct 11, 2022
439
I mean, wouldn't rope be cheaper to buy and use it for hanging? Or jumping off a tall building? I'm a little suspicious of this post, or could be that you're so overwhelmed that the first thought of a method took over. I've been in the situation where you're just focused on wanting to die and desperate to make it happen, and believe me, that's usually when it goes wrong and you end up living through the attempt.
First thing is to take a step back and evaluate, yes this is easier said than done. Take a deep breathe and try to ease a racing mind.
Whatever you choose to do, doing it on a clear head is better than a rush job that will lead to further suffering.
 

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