
before20
I can't turn this thing off, it keeps following me
- Jan 28, 2025
- 81
Been a while since I visited this forum. I'd like to say I was living life up before I eventually end it all, but in reality I was stuck in the same depressed spiral I usually am.
I came close to buying SN in January, came up with a few roadblocks, and never got around to trying again until now. And of course, the website is blocked. Might be accessible through a VPN but I've heard buying it just gets you a welfare check. And if I can't access SN, IDK how I'm going to overcome SI with any other method.
lt just sucks. You'd think adults would have more autonomy over their lives. If I want this stuff, why shouldn't I be able to take it?
Sigh.
I came close to buying SN in January, came up with a few roadblocks, and never got around to trying again until now. And of course, the website is blocked. Might be accessible through a VPN but I've heard buying it just gets you a welfare check. And if I can't access SN, IDK how I'm going to overcome SI with any other method.
lt just sucks. You'd think adults would have more autonomy over their lives. If I want this stuff, why shouldn't I be able to take it?
Sigh.