Broke the seals, i guess this is it

[bed]

Hey, sorry to hear you're having a difficult time. There is never any shame in backing out but it sounds like a frustrating situation. If you don't mind, may I ask if it was your SI that caused you to back out or did it have anything to do with the taste of the N?

SI, didn't even have the guts to drink it.

 

[Snake of Eden]

SI, didn't even have the guts to drink it.

What went through your head while you were attempting

 

[bed]

What went through your head while you were attempting

scared i'd fuck up or call for help in between the few minutes i'd still be conscious since i was doing it in my room.
What if i throw it up or can't finish it all?
I sat there just staring for the longest time with no real clear thoughts and just crying, just going back and forth with taking it or not. It started to get too late and then i began to worry about my dad potentially finding me before I'd be dead.

 

[setup]

scared i'd fuck up or call for help in between the few minutes i'd still be conscious since i was doing it in my room.
What if i throw it up or can't finish it all?
I sat there just staring for the longest time with no real clear thoughts and just crying, just going back and forth with taking it or not. It started to get too late and then i began to worry about my dad potentially finding me before I'd be dead.

Hey dude if u need someone to talk to hit me up

 

[Death is your gift]

I can relate to this. It is si hard to overcome SI....

I totally understand your feelings

 

[Lost Magic]

wow, I would hate to have those feelings when I just want to go to sleep forever. Fuck you Survival Instinct.

 

[Of The Universe]

So what happened to this guy?? Did he ctb?

 

[Dot]

So what happened to this guy?? Did he ctb?

Thy dd nt c.t.b

 

[downndone2]

I wonder if you can just put in amber glass bottle with cap. They sell them on Amazon. Definitely store in dark cool place if you cant put in fridge

 

[Istanbulite]

Thank you everyone for making me feel welcome here. Just broke the seals on my N.
Taking meto now.

edit: backed out fuck my life

safe travels!