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Hunter2005

Experienced
Apr 15, 2023
224
Does anyone want to kill themselves because of being born in the wrong place. I grew up in NYC and this place is traumatic as hell. I think if I wasn't born here I would have had a much better life to be honest. I healed my traumas but now I don't feel like living anymore. It's basically the wrong place at the wrong time.
 
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blacksand

blacksand

Experienced
May 2, 2023
241
yes I'm from New Zealand and hate it here.
 
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Aya&Dazy

Member
Nov 11, 2022
59
I absolutely hate everything about my country but I'm so thankful that I'm here in America. People here love my country but to be born there is different.
 
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Member
Mar 20, 2023
19
Aussie here, feel extremely alien. It's almost like it's our "culture" just to be assholes to each other. The heat is absolutely disabling.
 
Death is my goal

Death is my goal

pathetic failure
Aug 25, 2022
506
i was born in a small village and i hated it from the bottom of my heart. the people too. i really feel i was born in the wrong place and time. if only i didn't exist.
 
DrinkyCrow

DrinkyCrow

Zap to the extreme
May 2, 2023
95
It's definitely not the sole reason for wanting to CTB, but yeah definitely played part in why I'm as messed up in the head as i am. And i feel terrible for it, i hate this country/culture/language, we have one of the better social systems when it comes to welfare and healthcare, but the system is still fucked and borderline collapsing right now. I know/met a lot of people who fled from way worse places, i feel ungrateful as fuck but i still hate it here.

I would love to migrate somewhere else but don't have the finances.
 
StolenLife

StolenLife

Warlock
Sep 19, 2022
740
I was born in a small town in a small, corrupted country. I absolutely hate it and never fit in with the mentality. People of my hometown are mostly scum and I got abused when I was young. The following trauma definitely contributes to my reason for ctb.
 
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thisiswhoiam-

Member
Mar 21, 2023
63
eastern europe shit hole where people earn $700 monthly.
 
deathLiberation

deathLiberation

Student
Oct 31, 2021
161
It´s not about being born in the wrong country.

It´s about not being born a billionare.
 
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LadyApple

LadyApple

We just want to go home early.
Feb 17, 2020
117
yeah, the wrong planet.
 
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AresCohere

AresCohere

Professional Insomniac
Apr 10, 2023
158
I live in a place where if I be who I am I'll either be heavily ridiculed or just shot by some hyper-religious freak.

Yay rural America ig >_>
 
Suicidal Loser

Suicidal Loser

Member
Apr 29, 2023
31
Yes, I explained it in detail in my post, but ultimately this is the reason I will do it.
 
AlexShiBan07

AlexShiBan07

Member
May 1, 2023
5
I was born in a squalid village on the edge of Russia. That's fucked up
 
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SoftWorries

Specialist
Feb 22, 2023
334
NYC is one of the hardest difficulties. I've read two books written by people who grew up there this month "Luster" and "Yolk" and I wouldn't wish that on anyone.

Honestly I wouldn't wish being an American on anyone.
 
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k1w1

Experienced
Feb 16, 2022
268
yes I'm from New Zealand and hate it here.
It can be really rough here. Sad, it was a good place, and that is not nostalgia speaking.
 
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Zegers

Zegers

Enlightened
Dec 15, 2021
1,761
Where you live is not that important unless it is a country with war conflicts or something like that. The most crucial thing is your circumstances.
 
nothingbutmybest

nothingbutmybest

Student
May 1, 2023
117
I really love NYC, I can see why some people would hate it though
 
Vizzy

Vizzy

DEAD
May 6, 2023
1,869
It´s not about being born in the wrong country.

It´s about not being born a billionare.
Exactly it doesn't matter which country you were born in, if you were with a good family with a lot of country then every place will fell like heaven, it's just all about the money and status!
 
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