Discussion Breaking Your Spirit

[revolutionnaire23]

Hey folks. CTB is a plan. Not now, soon. Maybe. But I think a good place to start is to break my own spirit. Do you guys have any tips for self-inflicting that? Sorry if it's weird...

 

[MrDarkness]

It's a good strategy for being super depressed so you don't care anymore, but suicide is never that easy, all I say is try to keep a level head, and understand 100% if you want to die. Life is a gamble it could either get better or worse

 

[Rainy_Cloud]

In my honest opinion ur spirit must be allready crushed to cbt otherwise u still arent there .ik its a pain to be alive and im sorry u feel like it but i cant help u much
Stay well

 

[revolutionnaire23]

It's a good strategy for being super depressed so you don't care anymore, but suicide is never that easy, all I say is try to keep a level head, and understand 100% if you want to die. Life is a gamble it could either get better or worse

yeah, fair enough...i'm hoping it gets better, but it looks like a dark path for me. thanks though.

In my honest opinion ur spirit must be allready crushed to cbt otherwise u still arent there .ik its a pain to be alive and im sorry u feel like it but i cant help u much
Stay well

yeah i guess what you mean. there's a strong calling to ctb for me though. i guess there's something missing...thank you, though.

 

[FuneralCry]

In my case I've never seen existence as being something desirable in the first place, so I don't even know what having a spirit would be like, just thinking of all the endless harm and suffering that exists here makes me wish to leave, just being conscious and aware, dreading what lies ahead makes me wish to sleep eternally.

But I think if someone sees existence as being something hopeful for them then that can easily be taken away as there is unlimited potential for existing to get even more unbearable after all, there's too much senseless cruelty in existence.