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I hate my life and the government
- Mar 16, 2024
- 183
I hate the constant feeling of impending abandonment. The constant ANGER at everyone and everything around me. I have whats called 'Quiet BPD' so all of it is internalized. I don't lash out. The constant internal hate though is unbearable. I feel like all my friends will leave me and that I constantly need to fight. It's like fight or flight for everything all while I never seem to know how I feel while somehow still always feeling empty