- Oct 1, 2019
It's so wierd experiencing this feeling of being completely obsessed with somebody new again. My previous favourite person was just that for almost 4 years and it became almost normal. But now I've just became so attached to somebody I've only spent 24 hours with in person. I am so scared they're going to abandon me, I get so jealous when they talk about other people. They're so perfect and I hate it. Every second with them I felt like I was on top of the world and just complete euphoria. Now that they're not here I just keep crying and all I want to do is be with them again. Why does it have to be like this... Its like any time I get positive attention I fall in love.