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VanillaCake

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@Somewhat Suicidal I've been doing kind of fine...

This has been a hell of a rollercoaster week. I'm just done of this week.

Let's start another week, 'hoping for the best'. Even if the only real hope I have is to die soon
Good to hear that you're doing kind of fine anyway

As for the rest, relatable. I'm so fucking done. New week started already with me waking up and feeling absolutely desperate and terrible sadly, I hope you have better luck.

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this week fucking sucks already, doesn't it? sorry to hear everyone's going through it.

already losing my mind, seeing that I've gone two nights without sleeping again.

good luck to all of you.
 
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this week fucking sucks already, doesn't it? sorry to hear everyone's going through it.

already losing my mind, seeing that I've gone two nights without sleeping again.

good luck to all of you.
yup.
got a solid 2,5 hours of sleep, my body going mad at this point apparently.
gl to you to 🫂

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For obvious reasons I won't abbreviate your username as SS, SoSu lol
How are you?
Oh no please that'd be a goated abbreviation, especially knowing where he comes from 😂

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For obvious reasons I won't abbreviate your username as SS, SoSu lol
How are you?
quite shitty sadly. It always improves a bit over the day if we just consider my mood and overall feeling, but in the end nothing changes and tomorrow it probably will be the same again. 😣
Glad you're doing better, if I got that correctly earlier today. Wishing you it stays that way. And thanks for asking ❤️

Oh no please that'd be a goated abbreviation, especially knowing where he comes from 😂
😅 honestly people have used that abbreviation for both me and this site already (was not intentional to have the same acronym than this site by the way, it just happened xD)

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