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I saw your earlier post where you said you are bedbound. I have ME/CFS too which is why I want to CTB. I've had it for about 5 and half years which most of it has been hell to get through. I tried to CTB almost 2 years ago when I downed somewhere between 200-300 non-enteric coated aspirin and I tried to wait about 8 hours before calling EMS so that they wouldn't be able to save me and I didn't want my family to find my body. I only lasted about 4-5 hours before calling EMS since I was so weak that I crawled to the phone, I figured with ME/CFS I would be weak enough to die by the time they got to me. They gave me a 50/50 chance of survival and unfortunately I'm still here. If I hadn't cared about my family finding me, I could have caught that bus.
I'm sorry your experience has been so hellish - ME/CFS is a curse of an illness. And I'm sorry your overdose didn't go the way you wanted it to. And sorry for taking so long to respond - I had several doctors appointments, including one where someone tried to tell me I have a conversion disorder.

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