Games Boys vs girls counting game

[whitetaildeer]

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it's... okay? if you like getting in your head and thinking a lot. but i also do that in bed which is 10x more preferable.

 

[Namelesa]

423 I hate the feeling of shampoo and soap on my body and feel more uncomfortable when I am clean. baths are better for me cus at least I don't have to feel the force of water on me.

 

[whitetaildeer]

424

opposite for me. can't stand sitting in water... except for hot tubs oddly enough?

 

[Namelesa]

423 also I have a different opinion to what smells nice. I prefer people who to most people smell "bad" and dislike people whose small are seen as "good" to most people

 

[whitetaildeer]

424

real. i like the smell of gasoline

 

[Namelesa]

423 i like the smell of urine and smoke

 

[whitetaildeer]

424

smoke is weirdly pleasant. it shouldn't be, but it is? i wonder if there's a scientific study on why some people like the scents of what 99% of people consider gross

 

[Namelesa]

423 do you know about those pens and pencils that have a fruit flavor to them, I hate the smell of them. The smell I hate the most is kitchen hob cleaner.

I think my nose is broken or something or maybe I am part dog

 

[whitetaildeer]

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i have a terrible sense of smell (my mom was a hoarder and you can imagine how that was like). i don't like the fruit scented pens/markers. but i really like smelling the normal ones

 

[Namelesa]

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[whitetaildeer]

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[Namelesa]

423 I have a feeling I am going to still stay up cus of being too autistic again. Its nearly 4am for me. I have finished work for today but still want to MORE AND MORE.

 

[whitetaildeer]

424

real... i'm working on a story while playing this and it's all i can think about

 

[Namelesa]

423 I am trying to play something at the moment to get me to not work but STIL WANT TO WORKKKKKK

 

[whitetaildeer]

424

REAL OH MY GOD. when you're autistic your brain just won't shut UP until it gets its sweet fix. but then you need more. and more. and--

 

[Namelesa]

424

REAL OH MY GOD. when you're autistic your brain just won't shut UP until it gets its sweet fix. but then you need more. and more. and--

423 but its just I don't to overwork and get burnt out and go back to being depressed again. I am in a better mood now thanks to the up in motivation but I want to be able to preserve this for longer.

 

[whitetaildeer]

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true. i get in my head about it not being perfect and get awful burnout for weeks-months. then, when i get back to it, get mad that i stopped working on it and tell myself i'd be more skilled if i hadn't stopped working on it. it's just... how are you supposed to work at a normal pace as an autistic person? it's either you get extremely hyperfixated on something, or you're interested for 5 minutes before getting bored and dropping or abandoning the thing altogether.

 

[Namelesa]

423 With my game development its often do a lot of progress for a bit of time then get burned out for another for a bit of time

 

[whitetaildeer]

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hrghhh same with my writing... i think it's a similar process for a lot of autistic people who do creative stuff.

 

[Namelesa]

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