Games Boys vs girls counting game

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CXXIV
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[Namelesa]

117 i am taking my "anxiety" medication that i used to take previously cus I just want to sleep so probably going to bed soon

 

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116 me too , finishing listening to my music doing this then bed timed. :)

 

[Namelesa]

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[ma0]

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[APeacefulPlace]

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[Redacted24]

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118:/

 

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I really don't think so. Why would so many people leave me? I am so much of a mental burden and have too many mental problems.

@Namelesa sorry I have never tried using the quote feature so I'm possibly breaking things here.

Almost everyone in my life has left me. I live in a house with a spouse and our three late teen / early 20s children ... they pretend I don't exist and sometimes that they can't hear me when I try to talk to them.

It's nearly the same at work.

The ones that leave weren't worth your time anyway.
They can't see the you that you can be, that you want and try to be. They just focus on the negative and, to them annoying parts. My warden (spouse) insists that everything I try to do, no matter what it is, I do with the intention to make her angry because I know she doesn't like it.

Listen... that kind of stuff, every single day of the year, for years, really erodes your insides.

Yeah you have problems, I'm not trying to minimize that. But there's also a creative genius, who's funny and kind and has empathy for others, there too.

I almost kms in 2022 but a coworker that got along well with me called me and interrupted me. She doesn't talk to me any more. That hurts. But...I made another friend or two here, and they help me keep going, help me keep trying to find the better me.

That's why I tell you that I find you inspiring. Because I look up to your capabilities, and your tenacity in the face of all the suck. You're doing it...well, maybe I can too?

Sorry for the long word count.
And
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[APeacefulPlace]

120 - Off to bed, goodnight everyone.

 

[ma0]

120 - Off to bed, goodnight everyone.

good night @APeacefulPlace

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[idelttoilfsadness21]

good night @APeacefulPlace

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[awen]

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[Alexei_Kirillov]

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[reinaria]

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