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GlassMoon

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925 I am going to therapy now
 
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927 - crazy thought but what if, I dunno, things just ever get any easier
 
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Remember when ebay introduced the bidding agent? We could use that here. Forum could auto-correct those numbers for us :-) 928
 
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Namelesa

Namelesa

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927 - crazy thought but what if, I dunno, things just ever get any easier
who knows if things will get easier. I guess we can't fully know unless we continue living?

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Trapped in this cycle, a figure of eight
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929 - logically speaking, dying earlier ensures less suffering long term, emotionally speaking, i can't take either living or the SI anymore, i just wanna perish peacefully
 
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Trapped in this cycle, a figure of eight
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929 - how long do you think it took Sisyphus to be happy...?
 
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928 like I can see a way for my life to improve and make me want to live for at least a couple more decades (i defintely don't want to have to live 80 or more years of this even if I recovered) but I have no idea if that will actually happen so suicide seems like the better option as death more predictable.
 
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Trapped in this cycle, a figure of eight
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929 - I only see a few more months and then nothing after that would be worth it
 
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929 - how long do you think it took Sisyphus to be happy...?
I have no idea, maybe he accepted pushing that boulder forever, maybe he is suffering more and just wants it to end.

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Trapped in this cycle, a figure of eight
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if "one must imagine Sisyphus is happy" then I can, I really do, but I just can't imagine how long it must've taken
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928 more of me wants to try and get better at the moment for some reason so I guess I might try to do more stuff like my game development but if I become worse again I am going to practice the partial hanging again every night with the help of the suggestions you gave me.
 
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