
darkest
Trapped in this cycle, a figure of eight
- Feb 2, 2024
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imagine we just live each day just to count
901 - one must imagine Sisyphus is happy, ay?
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imagine we just live each day just to count
Maybe the body remembers the experience of the attempt and is preparing for another one? I am so sorry :< Our bodies are truly a torture chamber907 idk why I'm getting the same type of panicy survivaly feeling I get from SI, probably because it's the same time of the day that I start putting shit together to attempt, that's freaky
familiarity does wonders to your mind. not exactly something you'd consciously think about, but i think you're on the right track on knowing what this is about. super sorry you're dealing with that.907 idk why I'm getting the same type of panicy survivaly feeling I get from SI, probably because it's the same time of the day that I start putting shit together to attempt, that's freaky