i do wish i could ctb right now but unfortunately it would be rushed, so i'm hanging on, wbu?
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ough i felt this. so sorry to hear. hope that the day becomes just a bit more bearable for you.
Soon time to sleep, the time is 00.40 in Gothenburg, Sweden.
I'm also wishing for CTB asap. But my SI is to strong I think. And for me personally I would prefer CTB with a firearm, but it's really hard to get one in Sweden.
goodnight in advance. please sleep well!
ctb is so comforting to think about, even with such a violent method. i hope that, whatever you choose, you find something that works for you.
My day was tragic, I live in the past and the future, and the present is merely existence.
What about you?
guh. you have such a wonderful way with words. i'm sorry. it's so easy to linger on the past/future and dissociate from the present. sometimes, the past is pain, the future is daunting; the present is neither. it merely is.
Sounds so sad to me... is the bird like one of us, also calling/waiting for someone who is yet to be found?
it's so sad. the bird is oblivious to the fact that it's the last of its species. 8 billion of us, but a lot of us resonate with the solitude.
as for my day: i'm doing alright. had an energy drink (reign; the flavor is the rainbow sherbet) and some tacos for my dinner just now. thinking of my methods of ctb; either via firearm or a train. very violent ways of going out, but as strange as it is, i've always found comfort in the presence of a gun, be it by seeing a person in public openly carrying (very common in the us), or on display in someone's home. and i just love trains-- especially steam locomotives.