awe, I'm so sorry to hear that, my bed is really heavy and there's a gap between the back of the bed and the wall, but it's really tight and basically stuck to the wall, i tested it and it works as an anchor, all i did is that I passed the "rope" im using (im using a bathrobe belt) and made a stopper knot at that end (i used the one called figure 8 knot) i made it twice because It was the only one I could follow its instructions and to make it thick enough to not slip through the gap and hold, and of course a slip knot at the other end, it was just enough length and i tested around until i figured a position to not block my airway, I used socks for padding, makes it easier to block the carotid arteries and whatnot.
I hope you find a method suitable for you, I'm not saying this is the most painless way, this is just one that I've accepted to bear through since I can't deal with living anymore. I hope you find your peace, thank you so much for your kindness, you're one of the people that made me feel less lonely in how I feel about things, a lot of your comments that I find they perfectly speak my mind it makes me feel validated and heard, I can't thank you enough, Namelesa, hope you find your peace.
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