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Namelesa

Namelesa

Global Mod · Trapped in this Suffering
Sep 21, 2024
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307. Out of curiosity @Namelesa, do you have any siblings? I know this is a weird question but I'm only asking because I saw your response to a thread saying how you wanted your death to be tragic to your family members and so on. I also have parents who keep me alive against their will and I hate how they do that (though the grief caused by my death would be more than enough punishment imo) but the thing about me is that I have a younger brother and I'd rather have him not suffer. Unfortunately he has to suffer as well as that's just how life is like but if I could make him not suffer, I would. Do you feel like that for any family members of yours too?
310. I have a sister and brother who have moved out and a sister who is still living with me. I don't care about the moved out siblings as they don't suffer with mental illnesses as well as not understand my problems and want to die. I somewhat care for the sister still living with me as we have a lot in common with our autism, being trans and having depression but I don't like her for preventing my ctb attempts.

Also how dare you distract me with this question and being able to increase the number!/s
 
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darkest

darkest

Trapped in this cycle, a figure of eight
Feb 2, 2024
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311 - gotta hate it when a ctb attempt gets prevented, I should've been dead last year, this extra year was just the worst so far. hope you guys find peace <3
 
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ijustwishtodie

ijustwishtodie

I have finally found my ultimate bliss
Oct 29, 2023
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310. I have a sister and brother who have moved out and a sister who is still living with me. I don't care about the moved out siblings as they don't suffer with mental illnesses as well as not understand my problems and want to die. I somewhat care for the sister still living with me as we have a lot in common with our autism, being trans and having depression but I don't like her for preventing my ctb attempts.
Fair enough. I think that the only reason why I care about my brother is because he's a minor and he, just like me, has also been born into this world against his will so he didn't ask for any of this either. If he was an adult and could fend for himself, I wouldn't feel as much but, as of right now... yeah
Also how dare you distract me with this question and being able to increase the number!/s
Oh wait, good idea! I should do this more often hehe /s
 
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Namelesa

Namelesa

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Sep 21, 2024
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Fair enough. I think that the only reason why I care about my brother is because he's a minor and he, just like me, has also been born into this world against his will so he didn't ask for any of this either. If he was an adult and could fend for himself, I wouldn't feel as much but, as of right now... yeah

Oh wait, good idea! I should do this more often hehe /s

328 btw i am the youngest in my family. I do wish my sister didn't had to suffer, especially with diabetes type 1 and the mental illnesses she has but I wouldn't feel sorry for my ctb effecting her
 
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