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knighterrant

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465 I feel weird
 
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464 vent about whatever you want to then. 🫂
 
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knighterrant

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463 it's because of big mood swings
 
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Namelesa

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462 what extreme emotions are you feeling from the mood swings? is there anything causing them? I have to deal with mood swings a lot. I often feel empty or too much emotion a lot of the time
 
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knighterrant

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459 I have the same. I currently have a transition from a state of planned suicide (Thursday) to a feeling of emptiness (with an indication of a slight hope for a better future). The reason may be a temporary and material gift from fate, but it is something else, as if from within. It is hard for me to describe it. It appeared suddenly, like a bolt from the blue
 
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Namelesa

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459 I have the same. I currently have a transition from a state of planned suicide (Thursday) to a feeling of emptiness (with an indication of a slight hope for a better future). The reason may be a temporary and material gift from fate, but it is something else, as if from within. It is hard for me to describe it. It appeared suddenly, like a bolt from the blue
459 I am sorry :< Its annoying having to deal with a cycle of the hope that life will get better to going back to despair and wanting to die. I wish my brain just stuck with one of these things
 
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knighterrant

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460 definitely yes, the intermediate stage is the worst. I keep a diary which gives me some relief
 
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Namelesa

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459 Glad doing the diary thing is giving some relief. For me interacting with this site has given me some relief as I feel like I am more listened and understood here.
 
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knighterrant

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460 yes, there is definitely more potential here. I am new here and I am just discovering the possibilities. I have been feeling for a long time that something has stirred in my social part of my soul when I can share my feelings honestly with someone
 
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459 I hope you have a good time here then and be able to escape the pain you are in whether through continuing to live or in death.
 
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460 thanks for the kind words, I think I'll give it some more time, what's supposed to hang won't drown
 
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