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hi lads and lasses

thanks for your concern @boddibo ... feels like it's just getting worse, had another breakdown, idk what to do anymore right now
 
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I'm sorry to hear that. I hope you're able to get some rest today. I've been a little sick these past few days, but I'm getting better
I've been throwing up as well lately I guess it's that time of year.
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Thanks FE. Sorry to hear you haven't been feeling well. Hope it's all gone soon.
Same you Jonah.
 
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At least I had a good stretch of time to rest. It sucks that I got sick over the weekend, but at the same time, it gave me a good excuse to hibernate

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Hibernating is my default so I totally get how when there's a legitimate excuse we run with it!
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Mentally depleted. Rough afternoon yesterday and then I was so tired mentally and physically and yet somehow had trouble sleeping. I'm sure I'll be a mess most of today lol. How are you?
I'm sorry to hear that. I hope you're able to get some rest today. I've been a little sick these past few days, but I'm getting better
I've been throwing up as well lately I guess it's that time of year.
Hope you all get well soon.

Also we somehow miscounted there, but w/e

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Physically I feel a bit shit but at least mentally I'm feeling well. My SN arrived today :)
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Oooh that's a big development. Do you have a plan for it or is it more a just in case sort of thing? No pressure to answer.

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Physically I feel a bit shit but at least mentally I'm feeling well. My SN arrived today :)
Congrats. I really wished I had your determination right now. I'm totally stuck in mind limbo and also feeling shit physically due to my self care going down the drain lately – and psychosomatically experiencing what is going on inside my head, I guess...

Also why you counting down now? switched gender? :D

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Oops... I'm not even sure they do that, but yeah could happen. Do we have any information whether or not that happens consistently in such cases?

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