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Redacted24

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The trains are wonky today so I'll have more time to count up!
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Eriktf

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Wow. I remember seeing it was a constant struggle for you in your older posts here.
I'm sorry you've been through all that.
I hope your sponsor and meetings help you stay on good path.

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Constant struggle is one way to say it.. i littery put my self in a coma more then once

Making moonshine to afford 1++ liter liquor a day! All my money went to brewing beer and moonshine the rest on drugs when I could afford it

I used to have vodka in my water bottle in the gym!

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Redacted24

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It's hard to break, just like anything.
Alcohol, cigarettes, drugs, porn, exercise, and all sorts of others

(I successfully got myself to stop exercising.
But that wasn't difficult in the least)

We're here for you!
 
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NoPoint2Life

Why is this so hard?
Aug 31, 2024
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That's a lot. I hope you never find yourself in those depths again.
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Eriktf

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It's hard to break, just like anything.
Alcohol, cigarettes, drugs, porn, exercise, and all sorts of others

(I successfully got myself to stop exercising.
But that wasn't difficult in the least)

We're here for you!
That's a lot. I hope you never find yourself in those depths again.
966

Knowing I ne struggling the rest of my life either to stay in recovery or by the daily struggle when using is a reason to ctb

When I relapsed I put a nose around my neck, the same second my sponsor ringed the door bell, im convinced that after that and failed attempts, im convinced that god or something doesn't want me to die from OD or ctb

Im stuck her

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Redacted24

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Welcome to the game iiii
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NoPoint2Life

Why is this so hard?
Aug 31, 2024
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A lot of us feel stuck here for one reason or another.
It's truly amazing what the body can
withstand.

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Redacted24

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That's so right, NP2L!
 
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Redacted24

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Yeah... we're all here as usual!
 
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NoPoint2Life

Why is this so hard?
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I might start counting up just to get this over with! 😉

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Redacted24

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Nuh uh
The boys have this one!
 
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NoPoint2Life

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Redacted24

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Let's goooooo!
 
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westerly_merlin

Who chose me for this?
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I am off to slerp now.

Stay safe all
 
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Redacted24

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Goodnight Merlin! We'll save the celebration for when you're back!
 
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