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orvreader

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But yes, overall, while there are some good people here it is best to tread thoughtfully and remember attachments are tenuous at best. Camaraderie at the brink of oblivion
I know it's hypocritical and selfish, but I can't help but be innately against other people catching the bus, for some reason... I might need more time than I thought before fully settling into this site.
 
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U. A.

U. A.

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it's been here nearly eight years, through multiple exposés; it probably isn't going anywhere soon. take the time.
it can be pretty harrowing, there are basically multiple overlapping subcommunities on here (the games crew(s), the fervent researchers, the 'profile posts' crew, the chatroom people [you can't use that yet], antinatalists to full-on promortalists), but the underlying reason is similar for why we are here.
i say similar partly as there are a lot more obviously acutely distressed young people simply seeking support or companionship than there once was (vs. long term suicidals from inescapable situations). so, there's a much larger 'feels' vibe than there used to be, and some of the hypocritical old fucks who have yet to off themselves will complain about it sometimes.

tl;dr take what you need and give what you can when it comes to the forum imo
 
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Mr Mozart trout said it perfectly
 
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at least age brings wisdom sometimes, ha

@orvreader tagging in case the above gets buried before you see
 
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Well it has to bring something asides back pain
 
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Evening, how you doing?
 
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struggling a bit but trying to hold tight thanks, and you?

566
 
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I could be worse. I'm sorry to hear that. What's going on?
 
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I suppose it's these holidays, pining for christmas past, and for the ones that never happened

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good company in the QQ club
 
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That sucks. The holidays are always hard, especially if you have memories you hold onto. I'm very sorry. I hope the next ones may be better.

Qq club?
 
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I don't think she's dead, maybe she just stopped using...

@OnceTheHappiestMan you ok?
 
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wow, it has an actual dictionary.com entry:

1766854525942
 
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I suppose UA means qq as in crying? at least that's what I know it from gaming slang like gg

@Xi-Xi yes thanks! just a bit sentimental:ahhha:

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Ah now that makes sense
 
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give food...
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This is the most even this game has ever been
 
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