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welp, long(?) afk until I cleaned my room properly
(tw: eating disorder sorry
can someone explain why i enter a anorexia phase i instantly needs to feel super clean?
 
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Chemi

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welp, long(?) afk until I cleaned my room properly
(tw: eating disorder sorry
can someone explain why i enter a anorexia phase i instantly needs to feel super clean?
Ana and ocd are tightly linked. Also they both get triggered when you feel like you are losing control. so this is your way of gaining back the feeling of control
 
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U. A.

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Not random. I was bored and scrolled through since I only missed a few pages yesterday. Those hidden content things drive me freaking nuts lol so now I have decided you'll get one on every one of them that i see😂

Happy Tuesday!!
and here i am doing it to spare people from reading stuff they may want to not put in their brains cause this is a counting game...
 
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U. A. is a pretty alright dude
 
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boddibo

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Ana and ocd are tightly linked. Also they both get triggered when you feel like you are losing control. so this is your way of gaining back the feeling of control
ahhhhhh.... explains a lot...
because usually hygiene and stuff is not my cup of tea because i'm super depressed n because i have BPD BED* i totally have no control over anything

what's cruel is that i take care a lot of my body and environment when ana kicks in (despite the depressing need to lose an insane amont of weight obv), otherwise i just let myself rot in filth
 
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Ana and ocd are tightly linked. Also they both get triggered when you feel like you are losing control. so this is your way of gaining back the feeling of control
Bad day to have ocd😔
 
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@U. A. Hii
 
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Ana and ocd are tightly linked. Also they both get triggered when you feel like you are losing control. so this is your way of gaining back the feeling of control
Totally agree. My OCD started late in life. I firmly believe it was because I felt I could control nothing. Which is to my knowledge how many people get EDS. I always wondered why I wound up with the OCD versus the ED?


ahhhhhh.... explains a lot...
because usually hygiene and stuff is not my cup of tea because i'm super depressed n because i have BPD BED* i totally have no control over everything
It does seem odd though. But being that you can switch off, I hope you have a better chance for both to ease up at the same time. 🫂
and here i am doing it to spare people from reading stuff they may want to not put in their brains cause this is a counting game...
well, don't you feel silly now???

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Remember the rule- in the post doesn't count!
 
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boddibo

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it's just like I 'switch' from BED to Ana (probably should say i have 'EDNOS', tbh i'm not diagnosed with anything but it's the closet things i've been able to label me) so when ana kicks in i'm like this


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GIF do Elmo
 
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I hope that my talking about food helps develop a healthier relationship with it, so please let me know if it has the opposite effect on you and I'll avoid the topic here.
@boddibo
 
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I hope that my talking about food helps develop a healthier relationship with it, so please let me know if it has the opposite effect on you and I'll avoid the topic here.
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i have been thinking about this since some number games have become very chatty...we never know what may be sensitive topics for new people wanting to join, it's hard to have fun and keep it accessible.
largely part of why i've tried to use the hidden text more and more recently.
 
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mjolnir

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I think it's impossible that at some point we won't stray from the counting to other topics, so in general I think remaining open to not following a specific topic when someone indicates that it's sensitive or disrespectful is the only way to continue counting while still respecting the other person's space.
 
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U. A.

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i think you are right @mjolnir - i think we owe it to eachother here and potential future players to hide things that are more obviously sensitive; like with my toilet story, better to err on the side of caution if we can remember to.
 
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hello U. A., been a while since I have been on here
 
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I find the bathroom story potentially funny and I'm inclined to put a GIF here.
 
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U. A.

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yeah i mean i don't think the removal of limescale or whatever that stuff was is gross but i get uncomfy w things others think are totally normal right?
i was wondering this around when we were talking about...er, forum politics; the games [especially numbers] feel distinctly removed. i personally think anything hidden under the spoiler especially if it's the collapsible one with an explanation is fair game tho

i dunno this is all my opinion, like to hear others'.
 
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