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lamy's sacred sleep

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@lamy's sacred sleep I am so so sorry but I accidentally clicked on notifications so the big number is gone now :<

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@lamy's sacred sleep I am so so sorry but I accidentally clicked on notifications so the big number is gone now :<

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@lamy's sacred sleep chop chop fan boy! you've got more work to do! /j
 
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what's wrong if you would like to share?
 
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what's wrong if you would like to share?
I just feel so much worse now that I am back to desiring human connection, physical affection and relationships more. I hate this why? Why did I had to go into a relationship in the first place? if I didn't I wouldn't be feeling this way. I am so scared of abandonment but I can't cope on my own. I don't know what to do. Either option is painful. At this point I am too insane to be in a relationship. Even people here think I am insane so I don't have any chance.

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I just feel so much worse now that I am back to desiring human connection, physical affection and relationships more. I hate this why? Why did I had to go into a relationship in the first place? if I didn't I wouldn't be feeling this way. I am so scared of abandonment but I can't cope on my own. I don't know what to do. Either option is painful. At this point I am too insane to be in a relationship. Even people here think I am insane so I don't have any chance.
grief can make you want these things even more. that's not your fault. you chose to love someone and it is not your fault that you lost them. you are not too insane to be loved or to have a relationship. i'm sorry for how generic this sounds, but you are so very deserving of love i promise 🤍
 
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grief can make you want these things even more. that's not your fault. you chose to love someone and it is not your fault that you lost them. you are not too insane to be loved or to have a relationship. i'm sorry for how generic this sounds, but you are so very deserving of love i promise 🤍
Are you sure I am not too insane? I feel others are going to view me as that with my very strong pro-choice views that even some here don't even agree with me. I don't think I myself am insane and my views are logical but if I am actually insane then I won't actually know.

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Are you sure I am not too insane? I feel others are going to view me as that with my very strong pro-choice views that even some here don't even agree with me. I don't think I myself am insane and my views are logical but if I am actually insane then I won't actually know.
i disagree with the nucleus of some of your views, but we talk regularly and i can tell you right now that you are not too insane to be loved. you're a very talented, smart and creative person with an abundance of compassion that you give out so freely. a lot of people like you on sasu, even people who disagree with you, and that isn't without reason. even the "insane" views are formed not because you think you know better, but from compassion, because you genuinely just do not want anyone to suffer, no matter the means.
 
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i disagree with the nucleus of some of your views, but we talk regularly and i can tell you right now that you are not too insane to be loved. you're a very talented, smart and creative person with an abundance of compassion that you give out so freely. a lot of people like you on sasu, even people who disagree with you, and that isn't without reason. even the "insane" views are formed not because you think you know better, but from compassion, because you genuinely just do not want anyone to suffer, no matter the means.
Thank you <3 I just feel like most people will be disgusted by my views and that I can be an emotional burden. I am too different and weird for most people outside of SaSu to like me at this point. That to me isn't just me thinking I don't deserve love, I genuinely feel like that going to be the case whether I think I deserve it or not.

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Are you sure I am not too insane? I feel others are going to view me as that with my very strong pro-choice views that even some here don't even agree with me. I don't think I myself am insane and my views are logical but if I am actually insane then I won't actually know.

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I agree with whitetaildeer. At the end of your day, your views are born of compassion. Your partner may not agree with you, but they will still be attracted to your empathy.

Good people like you are rare, so anyone who is also a good person and is attracted to you will be really happy of being in a relationship with you.
 
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I agree with whitetaildeer. At the end of your day, your views are born of compassion. Your partner may not agree with you, but they will still be attracted to your empathy.

Good people like you are rare, so anyone who is also a good person and is attracted to you will be really happy of being in a relationship with you.
Thank you <3 it's hard believing that I am a good person when people leave me and when I make mistakes.

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