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I'm too laggy tonight to keep up... good luck guys!
thank you! take care (at work or at home, not sure where you're at currently)
I feel like I am cursed to suffer cus I lack options for suicide or recovery. Why did I have to be in the worst situation possible
i HATE this limbo. so much. sorry you have to deal with that. what do you consider recovery? i think if you were to "recover" (as in, very tentatively tapping into it, both to get your family off of your back
and see if it's of any help), you could start getting a lot of your privileges back... which could help you in the long run no matter what you choose