Games Boys vs girls counting game

[APeacefulPlace]

996

 

[lamy's sacred sleep]

998

 

[whitetaildeer]

999

 

[APeacefulPlace]

999

 

[lamy's sacred sleep]

1001!!!

 

[APeacefulPlace]

500 - @lamy2006 @boddibo @whitetaildeer, we did the boys proud

 

[lamy's sacred sleep]

501

 

[APeacefulPlace]

502

 

[lamy's sacred sleep]

503 - yippee. bye guys

 

[APeacefulPlace]

504 - @lamy2006 all love, MVP!!! @Namelesa what's the score again?

 

[whitetaildeer]

505

bye lamy! good lord i don't know how you guys managed to secure two wins in one(?) sitting...

 

[APeacefulPlace]

506 - Boredom no other way.

 

[Namelesa]

505 should i try and purposely self isolate not to punish myself but to try and become my old self that was okay with being alone? I feel like the only way for me to live is to do that as I am just a failure to everyone I talk to.

 

[whitetaildeer]

506

LOL that's fair! this is a weirdly fun way to pass time

 

[Namelesa]

505

bye lamy! good lord i don't know how you guys managed to secure two wins in one(?) sitting...

girls have actually done that too in the past but not as quick

505

 

[whitetaildeer]

506

should i try and purposely self isolate not to punish myself but to try and become my old self that was okay with being alone? I feel like the only way for me to live is to do that as I am just a failure to everyone I talk to.

don't recommend. it won't make you okay with being alone, it'll just make you more unbearably lonely, and it tends to make already existing problems (especially mental health) so much worse

 

[APeacefulPlace]

507 - I'm tired too now, it's been a fun way to spend time, night everyone, sleep tight!

 

[whitetaildeer]

508

goodnight! you too

 

[Namelesa]

506

don't recommend. it won't make you okay with being alone, it'll just make you more unbearably lonely, and it tends to make already existing problems (especially mental health) so much worse

its just I was able to be alone until I went into my first relationship. I regret ever going into that as It just made me more miserable and into a worse person

507

 

[EternalShore]

I'm sorry to hear, Namelesa~ :( It's hard to avoid telling the truth around your parents, and you certainly shouldn't lie either! >_< you should avoid voicing your troubles and desire for death aloud around them and use us here to vent to about it instead~ :) a lot of people come here because they can't talk about that with others after all, and you're in a position where they're just going to keep on making things worse for you if you continue like that! >_<

Anyways, I'm sorry about your relationship, Namelesa~ :( I wish it had succeeded and not left with a void that needs filling instead~ :(
506

 

[Redacted24]

507
Sorry I missed the party today. Was fixing a friends computer

 

[EternalShore]

507
Sorry I missed the party today. Was fixing a friends computer

oh well~ I'm glad you were nice to that friends of yours~ :) It's much better to help those irl rather than with something as silly as the counting game! xD
506

 

[Namelesa]

I am going to try partial hang again, probably won't work but hopefully I can be lucky, I know its the mostly morally good decision for me to try and kill myself as my existence just causes more suffering onto me and to others.

505

 

[EternalShore]

504
I wish you the best and will pray for you, @Namelesa~ :) See ya if you do end up leaving~ :) I wish things could have been better for you~ :( Make sure your stuff is sturdy, so it doesn't break in the middle and leave you a vegetable! :( Partial is very luck-based too! >_<
You're a warm addition around these parts, and I'm sure many will be sad to see you go~ :( especially your best friend irl~ >_<

 

[Namelesa]

I fucking broke the other side too and I took off the clothes this time. I hate myself and my life so much.

503

 

[EternalShore]

hope you feel better tomorrow, Namelesa~ :( you may wish to sleep soon to~ :)

502

 

[Tact]

501

 

[Namelesa]

500

 

[EternalShore]

499

 

[Namelesa]

4981

I didn't mean to add 4 thousand

498