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boddibo

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Dec 19, 2023
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basically this is my biggest problem in life cus anything that makes you more positive will just be less effective while the negative stuff stays the same ore becomes even worse.
yeah, the thing is you need to diversify the things that could make you feel good so it can still make you feel good
 
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Namelesa

Namelesa

Trapped in this Suffering
Sep 21, 2024
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yeah, the thing is you need to diversify the things that could make you feel good so it can still make you feel good
I tried that but it doesn't work for me

707?
 
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boddibo

trying to change
Dec 19, 2023
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I tried that but it doesn't work for me
it's just that you haven't found what could really make you feel good
+ maybe it's just that you're in a bad phase so it's difficult to enjoy basically anything
 
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Namelesa

Trapped in this Suffering
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I think I am just broken beyond repair

708
 
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EternalShore

Hardworking Lass who Dreams of Love~ 💕✨
Jun 9, 2023
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695 I have just gotten less addicted cus everything in life becomes less rewarding the more you do it
I was wondering where you were! hehe~ I was trying to hold the ground a wittle, but they were sooo fast! >_<
yeah~ :( except talking! :3 Talking is always nice! ^_^
708
 
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boddibo

trying to change
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I think I am just broken beyond repair
nah I don't believe anyone's broken beyond repair, it's just really fucking hard to get better
 
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lamy's sacred sleep

Death is bliss
Nov 22, 2024
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I was wondering where you were! hehe~ I was trying to hold the ground a wittle, but they were sooo fast! >_<
yeah~ :( except talking! :3 Talking is always nice! ^_^
708
713 completely agree

it is / was one of the last vestiges of things that were nice, at least for me
 
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EternalShore

Hardworking Lass who Dreams of Love~ 💕✨
Jun 9, 2023
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I think I am just broken beyond repair

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no, you're not~ you just need your parents to let you out of the house and live with your best friend and stuff! :3
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boddibo

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718 — well the junkie will be heading out because I'm turning into a zombie rn
 
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Namelesa

Namelesa

Trapped in this Suffering
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718 the bad phases just last longer and longer and I feel like I have been in this one for so long now and I barely feel anything good now, I try anything but it just causes more problems in the end. I just want to quit this god forsaken life but people make that so difficult cus everyone else doesn't like death and force their opinions on me.
 
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boddibo

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718 the bad phases just last longer and longer and I feel like I have been in this one for so long now and I barely feel anything good now, I try anything but it just causes more problems in the end. I just want to quit this god forsaken life but people make that so difficult cus everyone else doesn't like death and force their opinions on me.
can't put the blame on you, ik how hard it is to try getting better and failing, over and over again
can't blame you for wanting peace
 
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