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darkest

darkest

Trapped in this cycle, a figure of eight
Feb 2, 2024
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i HOPE i don't mess it up again, just SH (a few small cuts and a big one that bled for a bit) and found the bag of chocolate chips that they use when they make cookies and whatnot and had some chocolate chips xD
everytime I notice SI acting up, I'm gonna reward-bomb myself until I'm real chill about CTB cuz I tried triggering myself and I couldn't get it to be as bad as yesterday because I guess I got numb to these triggers, im SO SORRY for yapping alot rn but im excited as you can tell

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whitetaildeer

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Aug 5, 2024
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i HOPE i don't miss it again, just SH (a few small cuts and a big one that bled for a bit) and found the bag of chocolate chips that they use when they make cookies and whatnot and had some chocolate chips xD
everytime I notice SI acting up, I'm gonna reward-bomb myself until I'm real chill about CTB cuz I tried triggering myself and I couldn't get it to be as bad as yesterday because I guess I got numb to these triggers, im SO SORRY for yapping alot rn but im excited as you can tell
chocolate chips... yum. but this is really, really clever. good thinking! i might start doing something similar when i get committed to ctb. and no need to be sorry! yap away. i like seeing you here
 
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Get me Out
Sep 21, 2024
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i HOPE i don't miss it again, just SH (a few small cuts and a big one that bled for a bit) and found the bag of chocolate chips that they use when they make cookies and whatnot and had some chocolate chips xD
everytime I notice SI acting up, I'm gonna reward-bomb myself until I'm real chill about CTB cuz I tried triggering myself and I couldn't get it to be as bad as yesterday because I guess I got numb to these triggers, im SO SORRY for yapping alot rn but im excited as you can tell

358
no need to say sorry about yapping, i like it

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357 a lot of us are neurodivergent so we like yapping and info dumping
 
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whitetaildeer

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357 a lot of us are neurodivergent so we like yapping and info dumping
FACTS. darkest if you saw my dms with darling dove (neenie) you would feel So Much Better about letting yourself yap. because. my word. i yap so much there. đź« 
 
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