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Namelesa Graves

Namelesa Graves

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385 Hi ! Thank you very much <3

Idk how old you are, but maybe finding a job or prettending that everything is okay can help you leave the house. I don't know yoour situation so it's just hypotetical but it could be for school (even if you hate it, just fake it to get an appartment by yourself etc).
Problem is I don't have access to my bank money so can't even use it. Can't get a job cus I can't handle it and probably don't have enough qualifications for anything good. I have never been able to handle education environments. I do get disability and not fit for work money tho. I probably don't have enough money to get an apartment even if I could access it. Also I don't have much basic life skills cus of being sheltered and autistic.

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LinxLunar

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Problem is I don't have access to my bank money so can't even use it. Can't get a job cus I can't handle it and probably don't have enough qualifications for anything good. I have never been able to handle education environments. I do get disability and not fit for work money tho. I probably don't have enough money to get an apartment even if I could access it. Also I don't have much basic life skills cus of being sheltered and autistic.

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384 Oh, it's a hard situation you're in right now... I hope you find a way out. By finding a way to leave, either the house or to CTB
 
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LinxLunar

LinxLunar

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384 I will leave a bit for now, let's talk a bit later / another day. I added you <3
Have a good rest of night / day.
love <3
 
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Namelesa Graves

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384 I will leave a bit for now, let's talk a bit later / another day. I added you <3
Have a good rest of night / day.
love <3

383 thank you <3
 
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Namelesa Graves

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ketamoeba

ketamoeba

you may rest here too, if you like
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darkest

darkest

Trapped in this cycle, a figure of eight
Feb 2, 2024
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379 - if only I could make night night method work rn, the impulsivity rn would help beat the SI
 
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Namelesa Graves

Namelesa Graves

Global Mod · Still Trapped in this Suffering
Sep 21, 2024
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379 - if only I could make night night method work rn, the impulsivity rn would help beat the SI
I wish I could make it work too but I don't think I can use this method cus I don't have any cornbags or any alternatives to that. It's also seems to be very finicky to do.

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darkest

darkest

Trapped in this cycle, a figure of eight
Feb 2, 2024
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379 - it's a shitty method that just doesn't fucking work, I tried it with socks and hoodie rope thing whatever the fuck it's called, from multiple hoodies, must've been like 5, and on top was a bathrobe belt, I literally used every fucking thing I had and the was a lot of pressure but I couldn't make it enough to block the carotid artery, only the jugular which was real painful
 
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Namelesa Graves

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379 - it's a shitty method that just doesn't fucking work, I tried it with socks and hoodie rope thing whatever the fuck it's called, from multiple hoodies, must've been like 5, and on top was a bathrobe belt, I literally used every fucking thing I had and the was a lot of pressure but I couldn't make it enough to block the carotid artery, only the jugular which was real painful
it honestly seems like magic to me in how it is supposed to be done. There is a thread with a video of one successful attempt with but that seems to be the only video of an successful attempt of it to exist.

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whitetaildeer

*bleat*
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379 - it's a shitty method that just doesn't fucking work, I tried it with socks and hoodie rope thing whatever the fuck it's called, from multiple hoodies, must've been like 5, and on top was a bathrobe belt, I literally used every fucking thing I had and the was a lot of pressure but I couldn't make it enough to block the carotid artery, only the jugular which was real painful
that sucks ass oh my god. and sounds painful. im sorry it didnt work, but thanks for posting this. i now know this is something not worth trying 🫠
 
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379 - yuh ain't no way in hell am I letting my head get filled with blood til it can't anymore, shit's real painful
 
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379

that sucks ass oh my god. and sounds painful. im sorry it didnt work, but thanks for posting this. i now know this is something not worth trying 🫠
I guess with stronger materials it could work but even then it's still a pain to get setup, SI can easily fuck it up as well so yea don't even bother
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379 - yuh ain't no way in hell am I letting my head get filled with blood til it can't anymore, shit's real painful
good fucking god i felt myself getting dizzy reading this. im so sorry
 
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Evelyn was right about saying to not even bother with night night lol
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Namelesa Graves

Namelesa Graves

Global Mod · Still Trapped in this Suffering
Sep 21, 2024
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381 honestly it should be a non-method but I guess there isn't much negative consequences that can come from doing it.
 
darkest

darkest

Trapped in this cycle, a figure of eight
Feb 2, 2024
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382 - ikr, you'll fail hard but failing won't do anything but hurt your soul, if you succeed you die painfully but we'll you asked for it so (like the tourniquet method or whatever the fuck the bag on head one is called)
 
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