Venting Born to hate myself

[Re62]

I am so fucking tired of living

I was born in a poor household and had to deal with the issues that comes with it, to top it the big man just had to make me ugly too,

Now I am an adult with no job, completely and no friends and no social skills casue i never had any, the loveliness keeps eating away at me bit by bit everyday, my desire for death keeps increasing everyday and yet I lack the courage to actually end, this is probably the most truthfully I have been about my life with anyone mostly because I never had anyone i could be honest with

 

[SchizoPolyGymnast]

Well, you could work on your loneliness and your social skills here.

In all seriousness, coming onto this forum was the first step, and I'm proud of you for taking it. If you don't mind my asking, what keeps you from having a job rn?

 

[Re62]

Well, you could work on your loneliness and your social skills here.

In all seriousness, coming onto this forum was the first step, and I'm proud of you for taking it. If you don't mind my asking, what keeps you from having a job rn?

Sorry for the late reply I am working now, but nothing has changed about my social circumstances

 

[bipolar22]

Yes same here. I hate myself and my traits i got from my parents who just dumped me as a young boy. Its im caged in this body I have no likeness for. And dont get me started on my social deficits.