blunt force trauma/booked trip

[Autumn_Stars]

It cost me $800 but I will have access to 500 ft with no barriers. But I am afraid of heights. I spend all day reading methods on the Internet. I have read of two successful cases of people beating their heads in with hammers. I am not sure if I can see that through the end. I feel stupid for asking this but could I use a dumbbell to beat the back of my head in? Tips? I haven't found anything searching so I am sure it is wishful, desperate thinking. TIA

 

[Themogger]

Not effective. You could lose consciousness before inflicting enough damage leading to permanent disability. It's not replicable enough to be considered a reliable method