Blow your head to pieces with tactical shotgun slug?

[theoldestquestion]

As mentioned before, I'd prefer the shotgun. But you seem torn and have often spoken about jumping. Is there any particular reason why you're so attracted to it? The reason I ask is because shotgun is really as realiable as it gets and has some advantages in general. Although I would've preferred one with an overlapping barrel. This way I could put it in my mouth and even if I were to flinch/slip my cheeks and jaw would hold the barrel somewhat firmly in place. Have some thoughts on jumping, too, but will spare you from my ramblings.



It's probably better to shoot oneself first and then fall somewhere. I read only recently that complex suicides make up a mere 1-5% of all. Some feel more methods increase the chance of messing up. Personally it's my preferred way to go. I do have faith in shotguns, but I'm almost more comfortable with a decent handgun and falling into a noose. I can't see anyone surviving that.



I actually do dream of them. I can fight like a martial artist in my dreams, but when I have a gun I can't pull the trigger. It's like my finger is paralysed or the trigger pull is too hard. Probably a metaphor telling me I don't have a gun at my disposal.

A gun can provide a painless death (perhaps?) . But it will leave a mess behind.
I researched about using helium and an exit bag but its expensive and requires a little technical knowledge

 

[Daffodil]

My vote is do NOT jump. First of all, you could risk hurting someone and that is not ok. Second, flying all the way back just to jump off a building would be a real bummer. At least spend your last days doing something peaceful.

 

[voyager]

A gun can provide a painless death (perhaps?) . But it will leave a mess behind.
I researched about using helium and an exit bag but its expensive and requires a little technical knowledge

I do feel so, yes. It's also instant, so no prelonged pain or si contemplation. Exit bag is how I found this site actually, but I've heard that they're lacing it with oxygen to prevent people from suiciding on it.

 

[letmeseethedeath]

Thank you so much for your replies and advice, greatly appreciated. Thank you everyone above replies.



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And thank you @2Min2Midnight


tbh the reason why I bought the KSG is because that Shuaiby guy suicide, he just point and his head and BAM, it literally blow his brain to pieces. Now if you don't have a head left to begin with, you can't survive. I thought if I use the exact gun as this Shuaiby guy the chance of me success is more. Yeah, I know it a pump action gun.

I know how to use a shotgun now, money isn't a problem, I did hire a private instructor (paid by the hour, cost more, but I want one to one instructor help me) who bring me to an outside shooting range and teach me, I use a 12 gauge shotgun with buckshot shells. I use two boxes of shells.
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Tbh, I did have a bit of a bruise on my shoulder, due to the 12 gauge shotgun from the recoil, and I shot 2 boxes of shells Lol, and first time shooter. I'm fine, it just I'm glad I know how to operate a shotgun now.
However it was a semi auto 12 gauge shotgun though. You know the type that you load and unload, and pull the trigger. You don't have to rack the pump like the KSG one.

But the instructor told me the process of load and unload the shells into a shotgun it the same regardless if it semi auto or pump. It just with pump like KSG you have to do all the work since it not semi automatic. We use buckshot (not slug), he said shells are shells, load a buckshot and load a slut shell it the same 12 gauge shells.

So I don't know what to do now, another private instructor lesson after I get my KSG? So the instructor can teach me how to use a pump action one?

Part of me still think plunge from 2,000 feet let gravity do it work is more reliable, just in case I flinch on the gun you know? But then if you point straight at your head touching your skin, even if you flinch, with a slug, it still blast your head off. You talking about a shotgun, not a handgun. I mean look at hunters shot shotgun slug at distance at deer. But you don't need distance, since you aim at the skin of your head anyways.

But yeah, I don't know what to do next. But for sure I will hire a private instructor to show me how to operate the KSG pump action first once I get it. He did say loading the shells in it the same, just have to rack it, and then shoot. Vs. semi auto, no need rack it, load and just pull the trigger.

good luck my friend i wish i had money to do it but i live in a country where weapons are not allowed