Blew it.

[Flying Away]

Had one chance at normality but me and my stupid brain blew it. One person who was helping me heal will never talk to me again. Roll on Thursday then it will all end. No more pain. No more stupid mistakes. Thank you everyone for your support.

 

[FuneralCry]

It really can be so dreadful when life just gets worse, causing more suffering. Existing can certainly be very painful and disappointing. Your feelings of wanting to escape from it all and be at rest are understandable. I wish you freedom.

 

[makethepainstop]

There always comes a time when just one more very small straw, will break the strongest camels back.

 

[Flying Away]

There always comes a time when just one more very small straw, will break the strongest camels back.

Backs finally broken. One last meal then full preparation tomorrow to ctb Thursday. Hotel booked. Train fare booked. Everything needed and prepared to say goodbye. Only one thing can save me but can't see it happening. Stupid to even hope
Things excellerating. Falling and no one to catch me. No one would help now even if they could

 

[Flying Away]

Even now I hope for someone to help with a miracle. But not nieve enough to think there is someone

 

[old red eyes]

are you in UK ?

 

[Nirrend]

Had one chance at normality but me and my stupid brain blew it. One person who was helping me heal will never talk to me again. Roll on Thursday then it will all end. No more pain. No more stupid mistakes. Thank you everyone for your support.

Life is cruel, also people can be. Sadly, there is no life without separation...

I'm really sorry for what you are going through

Loving you sweet @Flying Away, you truely deserve love and peace ❤❤