Help Bleeding out for fun

[restingplace]

I just can't today, everyday feels the same and everything feels meaningless.


I'm not gonna attempt to ctb tonight of course not but I just feel like causing myself more pain because atleast it distracts from the mental pain.

I'm thinking of relapsing quite bad and letting it bleed to see if it kills me, it won't knowing the statistics but it'll be beneficial either way

 

[.ᴍᴀʏᴜ.]

I understand that feeling quite well. When i have time to actually think about myself thats all I can feel. Im not trying to deter you by any means just wanted to say that if you're going to do it please try and be as "safe" as possible and dress the wounds well. Feel free to PM me if you need; you're not alone <3