Blades

[sa666]

I have a small collection of blades in my room, obviously I cut myself. The reason I bring this up is because my preferred method of CTB would be slitting my wrists. I was wondering though, how would one go about sharpening razor blades? I'd rather not have to recut open wounds.

Ramble starting
Don't you ever think about stabbing yourself. While you're washing the dishes or passing by a particular knife in the kitchen. That niggling thought in the back of your head, the thought of a blade slipping past the dermis of your skin and penetrating your abdominal cavity? I always think about gutting myself. Sliding a real sharp knife across my belly. Have you ever seen how the intestines pop out once the layer of muscle protecting them is opened? I think it's beautiful, the fragility of your organs all being held together by a measly layer of tissue. How weak they are to sharp objects, and how weak I am to the temptation of pain. I do wonder how long it would take me to die if I gut myself.

 

[icantstopcoughing]

I 100% relate to that. I have those thoughts all the time, I just can't seem to do it

 

[Nx7]

If you indeed wanna do it: sashimi knifes are the best for that. But the pain will be unbearable and you gotta know the right spots to do it

 

[sa666]

I figure the pain will be bad, where does one even purchase sashimi knifes

 

[Nx7]

I figure the pain will be bad, where does one even purchase sashimi knifes

That's the real question. I would just go to a japanese restaurant and ask them. Create a story about how I am so interested in learning to cut the best sushi and that would be it

 

[sa666]

keke I'd rather die then interact with people lol
I'll probably end up looking on Amazon or just sharpening a knife till it's usable for that