Venting Binge

[bipolar22]

1 week xanax binge 10 mg a day coming to an end. Gotta come down but don't wanna. Have to stop though don't wanna do the whole withdrawal thing.
Life is just too painful.I HATE it. Every waking minute. Just wanna stay om my happy hazy cloud of indifference.
I'm sure noone is interested in this but felt like writing a bit.
Best wishes for you put there struggling.

 

[iloverachel]

I understand. I used to be addicted to taking things to feel okay and escape the pain. the comedowns and withdrawals are brutal.

Hope you feel better soon

 

[Meteora]

So far, I haven t been addicted to benzos but I could very easily become. I think I m gonna suicide before that happens because in my case suicide is probably less painful than a withdrawl where I d live through all my traumas from the early childhood.
I feel for you.